Today I encourage the whole world to take accountability and a personal inventory.
Ask yourself: Am I seeking validation or to be seen — whether in ministry, good deeds, material things, elevated perception, high‑level allies, family, or a crowd of friends? Or am I truly seeking Jesus with all my heart?
Am I seeking salvation, wholeness, and the purity of Christ — or am I chasing a world‑traveling, stage‑hopping influencer lifestyle? Or leaders like that.
Every person’s life reflects what is most important to them. And I know for sure through personal experience that vulnerability always walks hand‑in‑hand with humility when it’s real. And believe me, it hurts. But with that pain comes precision over time, clarity and conviction, wisdom and understanding come with wholeness, in Christ, a work of God in the secret place, and are not without suffering.
The rest — the showboating, arguing, slander, bragging, greed and self‑exaltation because of public good deeds and “fortune‑cookie prophecy” — is the product of a split personality. This fragmented type of soul seeks validation, world acclaim, and worship and devotion from God’s people.
It’s terribly deceiving.
Please do not ignore scripture:
Proverbs 16:18 — “Pride goes before destruction, and a haughty spirit before a fall.”
Jeremiah also said— “The heart is deceitful above all things… who can understand it?” —Now is the time for repentance and change, which takes place deep within our hearts, in humility, with lowliness in our homes and privately.
Matthew 23:12 — “Whoever exalts himself will be humbled, and whoever humbles himself will be exalted.”
James 4:6 — “God opposes the proud but gives grace to the humble.”
—Clear direction, it’s not about laziness but obedience. Because we work tirelessly behind closed doors, and it shows.
James 4:10 — “Humble yourselves before the Lord, and He will exalt you.”
Philippians 2:3 — “Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit…”
—Selfish ambition chases validation, obedience leads to Christ’s righteousness, and not without mistakes.
Isaiah 2:11–12 — God Himself promises to bring low every proud and lofty thing. It’s happening.
Jeremiah 9:23–24 — “Let not the wise boast… but let the one who boasts boast that they know Me.”
—And both types of people are effident to onlookers even if they don’t speak up openly— not yet that is.
Many will cry wolf when the bottom falls out for those who pretended too long, these include the fashionista pastors parading as Apostles and prophets.
A broken person with ‘split personalities’ taking the stage in the name of Christ always ends up breaking the faith of the people who idolize them, because what lies underneath does not match the outer show, and people suffer deceit. —and more
May I share more scriptures that reinforce this truth:
Matthew 7:15 — “Beware of false prophets… they come to you in sheep’s clothing, but inwardly they are ravenous wolves.”
Matthew 23:27 — Jesus exposes those who look holy outwardly but are full of decay within. We Judge with right judgment.
Paul warned of ministers too, who disguise themselves as servants of righteousness. — 2 Corinthians 11:13–14
I am no different, my calling is much the same as Paul’s, and yes. I am a woman. Called by God.
Adonai desires truth in our inward parts, wholeness, and healing, to be shared with His people, not performance.
Much love and truth,
Sister Christine Beach
Written: August 17, 2026