A jealous family member can be worse than an unknown enemy, even though both can cause unnecessary damage and chaos to what could otherwise be a strong, loving bond.
Meanwhile, a jealous family member especially a parent pollutes the remainder of the family, often causing irreparable damage to the structure of the unit itself.
It begins in childhood, and the strangulation of all that is good and connecting continues to erode into adulthood.
It’s demonic (death) energy.
But for the person who answers Christ’s call to break the generational curses of abuse, divorce, and toxic family division, we ultimately end up walking away once and for all.
This decision comes only after giving all we have in love to the same people who originally broke us.
Unfortunately, every lost opportunity to repent and mend what demons hindered early on ends up being trampled like pearls.
Over time, even over a lifetime, the lies begin to reveal themselves, allowing onlookers and outsiders who believed these lies to finally get a bird’s-eye view of the truth.
The truth that was always present.
After all the dishonesty and manipulation spoken against us for years, they begin to feel extreme remorse for having treated us unfairly, excommunicating us, and even trying to kill our good character publicly while breaking our hearts repeatedly.
Why is there a seething sickness?
Well, the enemy is the devil, not the parent, not the sibling, not the family, and not the public.
The Bible tells us that we don’t battle against flesh and blood, but against principalities and rulers in the dark realm (Ephesians 6:12), and they have ultimately caused such pain, abuse, division, and destruction over generations of people.
However, there is a life of peace in Christ. It’s not too late.
John 14:27 (NIV) states: “Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.”
While the truth I speak is not a counterattack, it is another opportunity to get right with God.
It’s time to close the mouth and open the heart to Christ’s healing and repentance.
There is still time while there is breath in the body. We all have the opportunity to spend eternity together in heaven if family and those who have made themselves foes to those of us who showed them love countless times.
For anyone watching, now is the time. It’s foolish to envy what Jesus is offering anyone who can humble themselves. By beginning to abstain from trying to prove their goodness a calling us evil, and simply living life peacefully and honestly, repentantly, and allowing Jesus to heal the burdened people from their own pain and childhoods.
Let the light of Christ shine on those dark places. I did it and so can you.
Meanwhile, for those who pointed their finger at me or anyone who can relate to this message and were labeled the black sheep who was always the scapegoat, we forgive, we love, we pray, and we stand firm in protecting our hearts from further injury because everything flows from it.
Proverbs 4:23 (NIV) states: “Above all else, guard your heart, for everything you do flows from it.”
Personally speaking, I refuse to ever hurt anyone from my own pain again. I have spent years in isolation with Jesus Christ to feel the pain, sort through it, study the Word (2 Timothy 3:16-17), share it, teach it, and love—even while being hated (Matthew 5:44)—to be transformed by the Holy Spirit of God.
Romans 12:2 (NIV) states: “Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God’s will is—his good, pleasing and perfect will.”
Please don’t envy it, do the same. I could have never done it on my own, and neither can you.
Pretending that you’re strong, tough, and a powerful know-it-all to protect yourselves from actually feeling is not a strength; it is the enemy, the devil, trying to deceive people from humbling themselves to be healed and saved.
James 4:10 (NIV) states: “Humble yourselves before the Lord, and he will lift you up.”
Personally speaking, I love my mother, my father, my brother, and my sister. I love the Church; I always have.
I’ve always shown it, and I always will. Meanwhile: I pray for my enemies, those outside of my family, because I do it for both of us.
I do it because that is what the Lord tells us to do, even when I hurt or feel disgusted.
There have been times I have felt hatred, but it was only for a moment. Because I prayed for my enemies, the Lord made sure that my heart wouldn’t become bitter.
I don’t have a hateful bone in my body because of Jesus—not because I’m so great or good, but because I submit to Him. I was nothing without Him.
I used to be angry, but no more.
So, in the coming days, I will continue to do what the Lord has asked of me, and I pray with all my heart that whoever needs to receive this message does so and seeks the Word with all their heart.
You don’t have to explain anything to anyone; you owe no one explanations.
Please get right with God.
Please. I say this from the bottom of my heart that envy is like rot to the teeth; eventually, it makes them useless as they fall out, leaving a person unable to chew.
The same goes for envy; it rots the bones, and over time, bitterness kills a person’s humanity. It intentionally and unintentionally destroys their family and eternity, leaving them feeling alone and unloved due to their own unwillingness to be healed by Christ so that they can learn to love.
It takes time for the old self to die to receive the new life and learn how to walk in it. It’s difficult but Jesus is worth it.
2 Corinthians 5:17 (NIV) states: “Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, the new creation has come: The old has gone, the new is here!”
Please, I love you and Jesus is waiting.
Meanwhile, I am praying and enjoying finally being me. I waited a lifetime.
Thank you, Jesus.
Much love and truth,
Sister Christine/ Daughter Christine
C. Beach ©️